Eve’s and Wazir’s lil blog space

got another 12 more hours to go, before i have the stitches removed…  ouch~~

let’s keep my fingers crossed for the results of the report…

i’m kinda scared… B, hope you are here now

This question is posted to all the relationship experts out there…

Scenario one

Let’s say if a guy who loves this girl terribly a lot, and the girl is also madly in love with the guy, the guy proposes and the girl accepted and a few months down the road during valentines the guy gave her another ring its a 2 carat diamond ring!! The girl was of course dancing in cloud 9 he was the perfect guy…

She has been through a few very traumatic relationships prior to this, and she really thought that this was her prince charming.

Soon the girl was still very ecstatic about it and kept visualizing her dream wedding, what to wear, what to do, who to invite, but the guy just kept quiet…

He sort of cooled off about the marriage plans… started to say hurtful things, throw tantrums, avoiding her, and even told her that he needs sometime to think over again, he just don’t see the two of them being able to even survive two years of marriage..

If you are the girl what would you do?

Scenario two

There is a happily married couple with two very adorable kids, they were a very loving couple and a happy little family. The eldest kid is 5 years old, and the younger boy is about 2 years old.

One day the wife found out that the husband has got another woman out there, and all hell broke loose, the wife confronted the husband, he denied it and brushed it off.

The wife kept silent about it, but in the mean time the affair of her husband and the “other woman” continued. All patience has its limits, and the wife confronted the husband again. Seeing that the husband is adamant about leaving the other woman, the wife decided to have a divorce.

If you are in her position, what would you do? Would you stay on?

woah i just had a 1cm by 1cm (and 1cm deep) chunk of meat cut from my back and the pain is mega keng chao! the dr didnt give me any pain killers at all… fulamak… i think my hair got thinner… i couldnt sleep the whole night cos of the pain, and i got a slight fever, and developed some kind of rashes near the wound area… got to go and see the dr again today…

you know when you are in pain you do lots of stupid things like making monkey face, crying, calling people endlessly, and non stop biting your fingernails!

by the way some people actually asked me to post a pic of the wound but i find it too gross… but if you still insist lemme know i shall put it up and password protect it… so its only for the eyes of those who are super curious…

Thanks everyone for your prayers, support and concern. It was pretty emotional and trying time, as i was trying to suppress myself from looking worried in front of my parents and at work.

My colleague’s (the whole team) had my fav KFC with me and a lovely cheese cake just before i left for the hospital last Friday. I had the affected area totally removed (thats one big chunk of meat). Wazir told me to go and weigh myself to see if i have lost any weight or not -_-’

Now will have to wait for the report to see if it has spread to other areas beyond the layer of fat.

Today, i’ve been diagnosed to have Melanoma… I didn’t know what it is, he didn’t really explain to me what it was, but the doctor told me he has only seen 3 of his patients having this and he has been practicing since 1994… its something very rare… he told the nurse to arrange for me to have surgery ASAP… Still i didn’t think much of it… and i went back to work…

Then the nurse called me and said there is one slot available tomorrow… i casually told her i cant make it tomorrow, i have lots of work and bargained for time, she said Friday then…

Until i came home and Google’d on Melanoma… my world is really crumbling down on me…

Melanoma

A highly malignant type of skin cancer that arises in melanocytes, the cells that produce pigment. Melanoma usually begins in a mole.

What Is Melanoma?

Melanoma is the most serious form of skin cancer. However, if it is recognized and treated early, it is nearly 100 percent curable. But if it is not, the cancer can advance and spread to other parts of the body, where it becomes hard to treat and can be fatal. While it is not the most common of the skin cancers, it causes the most deaths. The American Cancer Society estimates that in 2007, there will be 8,110 fatalities, 5,220 in men and 2,800 in women in the U.S. The number of new cases of melanoma is estimated at 59,940; of these, 33,910 will be in men and 26,030 in women.

Melanoma is a malignant tumor that originates in melanocytes, the cells which produce the pigment melanin that colors our skin, hair, and eyes. The majority of melanomas are black or brown. However, some melanomas are skin-colored, pink, red, purple, blue or white.

info taken from http://www.skincancer.org/melanoma/index.php

If only Malaysia have short term loan facilities like this No Fax Payday Loans, then the days of Ah Longs (loan sharks) would be over!

So what’s a payday loan? The loans are sometimes referred to as cash advance which is a quick and easy way to cover your cash needs or expenses, or a need to cover emergencies, unexpected bills and other unforeseen costs until your next pay day without a credit check. Sometimes it’s also known as a paycheck advance or payday advance.

Its small short-term loans that can be in the range from $100 up to $1,500. Once approved the money can be electronically deposited into your account on the next working day and you don’t have to worry about repayment dates as it can be a prearranged standing instruction to have it repaid from your checking account on mutually agreed upon dates.

It’s better than the normal cash advance as the applicant don’t need to have a prearranged line of credit such as a credit card and the personal loans available in our market.

Tonight i’m going to be serenaded by the Boy Who Wouldn’t Grow Up, Tinkerbell, Tiger Lily, and the fairies of Neverland…. wohoooooo i cant wait!!!

I’ve been very lazy to blog these days, busy at work, busy at home, busy watching Korean series, busy going in and out of clinics and hospital, busy being a busybody, busy worrying over $$ and retirement fund, busy scrutinising anything and everything, busy worrying over a lot of things…

I’m now watching this Korean movie called “Bad Couple” its about this mid aged girl, who has a commitment phobia, but she wanted a baby, so the story was about how she managed to seduce this guy get pregnant and then dump him… I’m now at episode 6…

There was this scene in this movie, where the lead actress Jang Da was attending a funeral of her teacher, there were only 2 people at the wake, her friend said something like this… cant recall word for word though… “What’s the point of being so capable and a high flying career women having a lot of money? In the end, there isn’t anyone here to send her off. That’s going to happen to you too, Jang Da.”

That scene gave me a very cold blow in my face, I’m exactly in the same position as her, one day after my parents are not here anymore, when my brother has his own family like my sister now, I’d be all alone by myself… will I be able to cope? What happens if I got sick like last Friday and nobody to come to my rescue? No one to lend me a shoulder to cry on, no one to give me a pat on my back and tell me everything is going to be all right…. NO ONE… it’s a scary thought…

Will you be there holding my hand when i need you? I hope you would…

Short note: my dad’s scan results are ok, they checked the urine, blood & yadda yadaa they didn’t find anything wrong, so no explanation why he fainted also

Last Friday, don’t know why my blood pressure dropped to 90/50… i was so giddy at office, luckily my colleague’s boy friend came to fetch her home and they offered to drive me to my car instead of taking the lrt…

Once i got to my car, the whole world was literally spinning, that usual 10 minutes drive home seems so far away, my parents were not home, my brother is in klang, everyone i called is still at work!

You can never imagine the fear and despair i felt when i was stuck there in the car by the roadside, and the world spinning when i opened my eyes, i could feel and hear my heart beating like a drum (Yuin Yin is it palpilation?)… Its horrible, i thought i was going to die…

As i sat there resting, silent tears came and all of a sudden i smelt something, i opened my eyes and i saw a vision of my maternal grandma, she passed away a very long time ago, she took care of me when i was born until about 9 years old, shall blog about this one day, i’m her favorite granddaughter..

Anyway back to the vision… my grandma was looking at me from afar, with a very sad face, she didn’t say anything, she just stood there, looking at me, showing me a hand gesture to follow her, and then the vision disappeared! I felt better and i was able to drive home… amazing huh?

Ok got to go now, have to take my dad to the hospital for a check, from the stress of worrying and taking care of me,  my mom’s blood pressure went super high and my dad’s went super low, he fainted in the toilet, now he’s got 3 bungalows on his forehead!!!