Eve’s and Wazir’s lil blog space

saturday
woke up at 8am feeling like shit… and then decided to continue sleeping… woke up about an hour later… decided to give susan a call… need some cheering up… my mood is just like the weather raining like cats and dogs… picked that ah moi up and together we headed BU walked about thinking what to eat and finally settled down at genki sushi cos i felt like eating japanese.. yummmy….

had some heart to heart talk, susan and me decided that i should change my outlook.. my dressing is too aunty hahaha.. so first thing first.. went to do something to my hair which at the curent moment looks like some patch of dry grass…

two hours later
together we went to shop about.. so i got my self a load of colourfull tops… in all shapes and sizes… and also this super cool sun shades… i’ve never looked great in glasses or had any glasses actually.. but change change i must change….

when i looked at my watch it was 10pm shit! no wonder the shops are closing!! and i was late.. needed to go meet up carmen at passion at 10.30pm.. gosh run evelyn run…

after a quick bite and braving through the traffic.. it was really a bad jam.. i wonder why ah? finally made it to passion at 12 plus.. thats like almost 2 hours late.. sigh… time management and me dont click huh??!

had a great time with carmen and her sister mae… and lisa (did i get it correct? i remember it was lisa) and a whole lot of carmen’s friends.. it was fun till this bunch of korean guys who kept asking us to let them join us… gee.. after a few tries.. and cold treatment from us… they even sent this girl who work for passion to come pester us saying that he would like to buy us any kind of drinks as long as they could join us… sigh.. desperate old ugly looking men…

susan said pity them… they are so lonely… so being the “friendly” malaysian.. we left it to the girl whom they sent over to choose what is the most expensive bottle of wine in passion.. and they came over to bug us.. gosh felt like befriender service.. i better down a few more glasses of wine… found out that they were doing some export business (fashion and shoes) hmm interesting… so we are going to get discounts

sunday
woke up feeling like shit again.. went and potter about doing my laundry and cleaning up… then woke susan up about noon to have lunch… sent her back home.. and then headed home washed my car before deciding that i want to spend the remaining of the day like a pig…

oh i finally put up a counter in my page.. eheheh.. great achievement since i’m so blur in these stuffs…

couldnt log this in earlier as my pc was infected with virus and had to be reformatted… thanks to keong for coming to my aid with the WinXP cd!! ahh what a life saver! me and pc just dont click…

thursday 28.10.04
talking about meeting up with old friends… forgot to mention that its nice to feel that someone actually remembers you and think that you have been a really good friend and a great confidant.. and i helped to groom him to become what he is today… i didnt know about this.. till i saw this testimonial from ze chen for my friendster.. i was really flattered at what he had to say for me.. i always thought that i’m too harsh on them… anyway i’m glad to see all my babies have grown up… yup i treat them like my kids.. teach them well… equip them with skills for survival and then watch them grow.. and watch in silence to catch them when they fall…

oh met up with fabian for lunch.. he needed some help from me and also advised him on some stuffs with regards to his career… must remember to write him a referral letter…

its uncle henry’s birthday today… have to go my mom’s restaurant after department meeting with two boxes of ice creams in tow…. remember to give some to the security guard who always watch over my car… remember to give some to my mom’s staff to make them happy…

as usual… uncle henry always brings back loads of fresh seafood whenever he comes back to kl from sarawak.. tonight we had lots and lots of seafood… loved all of them especially the assam fish head curry yummy and the jiu hu char… and my mom’s delicious nyonya crurry chicken… and top that with the chefs famous sambal belacan… wah lips smacking good i tell you!! must make a mental note not to eat too much tomorrow.. my diet is busted liao…

after dinner… had a long chat with aunty mary… about life and work… May (desmond’s wife and our latest addition into our family) is going to give birth next month… didnt really talk much to May cos i dont speak thai… and my mandarin sucks… but i will try to improve my hokkien to talk to her… hmm no luck to feel her baby kick tonight… probably baby is asleep ya…

ohhh shannon and che… if you are reading this… everyone sends their regards to you.. and we definately miss you guys! everyone is asking about your baby…. and how you guys are doing in the states..

Friday 29.10.2004
Yvonne finally came back to malaysia.. and i’m meeting her up for lunch to catch up… god i really do miss her… wonder how on earth am i going to cope when we would be separated when the new building is up and i got to move to the new Menara OCBC while she move to our other office in Cyberjaya… sigh… thats restructuring for you…

Jason called me back finally… he has been really busy lately.. no time for me anymore… had to send him a neglected friend sms… hahaha….

Kevin my old old friend called to catch up… so i was told to change the name of the guy who pissed me off cos same name with him hahaha… ok i wll go do that later maybe tomorrow… will make a mental note to do that…

hmm… had this written down in my conventional diary so that i could type this out when i’m in the comforts of my home… am now in my moms restaurant… waiting for her to finish up so i can fetch her home…

this morning while i was eating my pack of nasi lemak and reading up on the latest news… few things came to my mind…

first was…
we humans can really be so mean to our own kind… and snatch thieves need to be sent to the gallows! was really angry when i read the news on this expectant mother who was riding her motor bike and was attacked by uncrupulous snatch thieves.. isnt it already enough that they were commiting crime, but do they have to kick her bike so that she falls? this poor victim… had to go through 14 hours of emergency operation just to save her baby and also to remove those blood clots in her head as a result of the fall… and now the baby lays awaiting for the mother to wake up from coma… how sad…

then the news in southern thailand where so many lifes was lost… first thing that struck my mind was.. my god! Yvonne is in Thailand now… i hope that everything is fine… will try to call her to see if she is okay… god please dont let anything bad happen to her… my hati berdebar debar.. and i couldnt swallow another spoon of my rice.. if you really know me very well.. i’ve never left my food unfinished.. i’m a great fan of spicy food.. so this sort of shocked alot of my colleagues.. who offered to wolf down my breakfast on my behalf..

hmm then i went and sat back at my little cubicle.. stared at this picture of a smiling face that radiated a mega killowatt of energy… i wonder how you guys are are doing kim, ze chen, remus, susan, malathi, bee ling and kenji.. havent caught up wth them since i left MMS… especially kim.. i wish you were here laughing with me this morning while we shared breakfast together like those old days… quickly finish your masters and get yourself back in kl yeah girl.. we miss you…

The past few weeks or months… I’ve been living in a daze… was just sitting down at my desk this morning recollecting my thought as I was early for work, yup you got that right I’m early… you can stop rubbing yours eyes in disbelieve and please do me a favour… wipe that snicker out of your face :Þ I’m not always late laaa only 98% of the time only mahhh… had a look at my diary and it suddenly struck me that its 27th of October!!

My goodness everything went at super speed and most of the things that happened, or had not happened, or are going to happen, are like… I can’t recall most of it! Gosh… I really need those ginseng/ ginko seeds… whatever my short term memory syndrome is getting worse…

Uhhh hmmm shall write later tonight… got distracted a little bit here… okay I’m going to be honest.. I’m about to attack this pack of nasi lemak tambah sambal, tambah kerang, tambah ayam masak merah, tambah kacang, tambah ikan bilis.. the smell of the coconut fragrant rice seems to be calling my name… evelyn eat me eat me… yummmmyyyy

last saturday night… attended the 7th wedding dinner for the month… it was my secondary school class mate’s wedding… actually its amazing how we managed to find back each other after losing touch for 9 years of after we finished form 5…

thanks to the wonders of internet which has kept us in contact though at that time she was working in NZ and i was in kl…

really happy to see lots of really really old friends from school… most has changed tremendously since we last saw each other… actually made me think back to those old days… how we used to be sitting around gossiping and doing stupid things together… life seems much simpler then.. all we need to do was to finish our homework and pass them up on time (in my case its like finish copying homework and pass it up on time!)

on sunday night… met up with some of my good girl friends from primary school… for a birthday cum get together session… after dinner we proceeded to Cindy’s house cos i missed her wedding and i wanted to see the pictures… its actually quite nice to look back at all those old photo’s of ourselves when we were in school…

and this one i must admit.. wow she really kept all those pictures… and we were like sifting through more than 10 albums of photo’s!!

i’ve always been the lazy one, in terms of keeping in touch.. but well i think its about time that i take a slower pace in life and put more attention to the people that has shared lots of ups and downs in my life together, and its because of them i’m what i am today..

sigh.. despite the fact that i try to cheer myself up.. i can’t deny the fact that i’m drowning in slight depression here… i’m finding it hard to cope to support two very close friends of mine being diagnosed with cancer.. its dishearteneing to see the way how they struggle with the operations and chemotheraphy… to see them get weaker and weaker each time… but still i must keep a smiling face when i’m with them to encourage them to fight on.. although its almost a losing battle… actually its true when people say that its the one who got left behind which suffer most when a person departs…

Don’t know why i’m writting this here… but it really baffles me… why do i always attract so many ham sup lous… colour wolves…psychotic… desperate… married men looking for a fling?

Whatever happened to our society these days? Where did all the good people go?

If you are reading this, I hope you would stop writing such lewd and suggestive messages to me… and when I say NO I really mean it… and please stop stalking me too… just go and find your fun somewhere else… and leave me alone…

Probably woke up on the wrong side of the bed today… was in such a horrible mood swing…

was it because i was woken up involuntarily at 7am in the morning with a bad news from my team mate who informed me she is down with third stage breast cancer and she needs me to be there for her for morale support?

Or was it also because I’m having the time of the month when I’m bleeding profusely and having horrible cramps??

One moment i hate the fact I’m still living and how unfair life can be… And within the next second I’m happy as hell that at least I’m still healthy and breathing…

Oh well anyway I’m always in a confused state and i never really understand myself… so i will live with it… not everyone is happy everyday like those Disney cartoons we watch so much when we were kids…

But today a few people kena scolded by me for testing my patience.. Here was how the conversation went… Can’t really recall it word for word but it went somewhat like this…

through messages in Friendster
Kevin: hello… can I be your friend?
me: yeah thanks for the message.. Weekends here, hope you have a good one… keep in touch (or something like that I cant remember)
Kevin: hi dear, thx for reply, what is your email address plz? Thanks K
me: why ah?
Kevin: I need ur email address to contact u not to fuck ur juicy cunt motherfucker
(already boiling in heart.. I was just asking why you need my email cos as far as I’m concerned you are already in contact with me you fool!! In midst of angst here’s my reply)
me: my god you are really rude and obnoxious… good riddance… by the way my mom’s cunt is already reserved for my dad.. look elsewhere kay.. you desperate old bag

why is it so hard for men to understand simple language? sigh i don’t know la… maybe I’m really rude… maybe I shouldn’t have lashed my temper at them and make them run away with their tail hidden between their balls… maybe… nah to many maybe’s I’m not going to bother…

I’m going for a nap before i freshen up to meet up with Aye Leng and gang to celebrate her birthday…

day 1

If there really is such a thing called a perfect saturday morning, this day would have definitely fit in like how a key fits into the keyhole (now no dirty thoughts kay)…

woke up in a daze by the phone buzzing with my favourite tone.. yup its a wake up call… and its time to get my wobbly ass up and going… ahh yvonne and me are not really morning people so we were like running up and down to my room and down again cos we kept forgetting things! while jason was waiting patiently downstairs in the car…

went to pick up Jeannie and Leong on the way out… cos we were late (no prize for guessing who was the cause of the delay ehehehe… sorry la i’m blur mah when i just wake up) so we had to eat the char siew pau that Jeannie bought in the car while we sped at neck cruising speed to the agreed meeting point… where we dumped Jeannie and Leong to Pei Chin’s car…

ahhh the begining of our journey.. a very beautiful morning… in between bursts of sun and gentle winds and good old friends, we speed along the highway leading to cameron highlands… driving throughout the morning while catching up and me peeling peanuts for Jason and Yvonne sleeping at the back… the journey was great and the new highway was picturesque and relaxing, but i was still praying in my heart as the headlines for this morning was screaming with red alert not to use this road that we were using due to possible landslide…

ok back on track to our trip… as usual with me as the “navigator who cant read maps”… and i didnt wear my glasses also… we almost ended up in Gua Musang! if jason hadnt noticed and asked me where we were.. cos i was busy peeling peanuts and chattering away till i didnt realise we had missed a turning :Þ

heheh had a good laugh at it though… and we made a plan to tell Yvonne that we made a stop at the waterfall whatever whatever to cover up if we were the last to be there in camerons.. so no one knew we almost ended up in Gua Musang hahaha.. i dont want to be the laughing stock for the rest of my life!! no way jose!!

an hour later…. guess we and were laughing at out own sport of banter and a good dose of “did you just fart!” that we woke sleeping beauty up.. yawning and stretching while asking the golden question “are we there yet?” duuuhhhhh….

another hour passed
we finally arrived at Cameron’s and we also finally spotted the signboard to the place we were supposed to stay Strawberry Park Resort… half way up on the windy road.. i made Jason turn around cos i wasnt sure if i saw the word resort or was it Strawberry Farm you know lah whole camerons full of strawberry this strawberry that… got a good dose of tickling from him again! yes i’m the best navigator on land! I AM. found out that we were on the correct road heheh… i was too cautious…

spotted wan at the road side hmmm… went down to check and found out that his car has stalled… took his wife and kid and left him alone with the car so that we girls could check in while Jason return and save him later…

woo hooo finally here… i’m damn hungry too…

had time to lepak around before we meet the rest for dinner… Jeannie went out for a stroll and that blur gal missed a step and fell like star fish style.. god wish i was there to snap that moment!! muahahaha….. shouldnt have stayed in the room drinking and playing cards!

was freezing cold as it was raining… so we decided to have steamboat for dinner at the hotel… went over to the pasar malam where i went on a shopping frenzy… where Yvonne have to hold me back from buying almost everything at sight! 120 roses for RM10 ok! and this one i cant resist my favourite… cherry tomatoes 1 kg RM10!!! fuhhh i’m in heaven…. strawberries… sweet potatoes… fried mushrooms… wow.. i wish i hadnt pigged out myself earlier at the steamboat…

went back to the hotel feeling damn happy with my load of stuffs…. while the rest made a bee line to my room for the much awaited drinking and makan session….

got hold of wan to give me a back rub after everyone has left… and after much pestering Jason gave me a back massage… wahh heavenly… slept like a baby that night…

day 2
woke up damn early… got out of the freezing bathroom.. and i saw someone sitting there damn stonned and blur faced… almost wanted to go ruffle his hair! but no.. i’m not going to put myself through if he backfires and tickle me…

after breakfast with the gang… we went market to market… flower shop to flower shop… strawberry farm to more and more strawberry farms…. buying.. eating… touching and poking at everything in sight…. and snapping pictures every corner… sigh i really need those ginko/ginseng whatever! see.. i remember to charge the batteries the night before we left kl… i remember to bring the camera… also remembered to bring the charger and an extra memory card… but i left the batteries at home!!! so i had to resort to the camera function in my phone to take pictures… how silly of me.. how could i do that.. mutter mutter….

time sure flies when you are having fun and it came to the point where we have to rush back to check out while i check myself into another room cos Linda, Chuik Wai and me will be extending our stay while the rest begin their journey trekking down the hill back to KL…

hmm its quiet after Jason and Yvonne left… my two good chums…

so Linda, CW and me went to the water falls…. and well talk about vibration theory… Jason and Yvonne was also at another water fall at that same moment… ahh how i wish they were still here with me…

day 3
after breakfast we went on a last shopping spree.. collected some golden butter head from nicole’s supplier at kampung raja and headed to Ipoh for lunch… pigged out like hell and on our way back we bought 12 pomelo’s and waited 1/2 hour for this supposedly damn good salt baked chicken that my mom told me to buy.. loaded all 5 chickens into the car… and loads and loads of tambun biscuits and chicken biscuits… and headed back to KL….

met Nicole, Eddie and Kelly at my mom’s restaurant for dinner and to pass them their portion of the loot…. what a long day… so dog tired…. sore mucles and all.. and i got a sovenier from Cameron’s the flu bug… all this for trying to be fashionable and just bringing along a shawl instead of a sweater…

come day light tomorrow… along with jason, yvonne and me… there would be a convoy of 9 cars trekking up the hills to camerons…

its going to be an exciting trip.. considering that its the first time ever that we are all going away on a holiday in such a big scale… so excited that i still cant sleep… and got myself busy typing away here…

checking online for alternative routes as there were lots of news and hype of possible landslides on the route that we are about to take later…

wish me a safe journey… and i shall come back with more stories for you… heheeh… i already packed up my camera to have a snapping good time there….

water lily

had a nice drizzle this morning.. on the way out for work.. i noticed that the water lily has bloomed… such pure beauty… and i could not resist to take this picture with my phone while balancing my umbrella and my humongous hand bag on my shoulder…

its cheery dance in the wind to the song which is silent to the naked ear was so serene.. and it definately reflected my mood this morning…

oh yeah… i sashayed in to work with a grand entrance at 9.30 am again… shall try to wake up earlier tomorrow…

The sun’ll come out, tomorrow,
Bet your bottom dollar, that tomorrow,
There’ll be sun,

Just thinkin’ about, tomorrow,
Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow, till’ there’s none,

When I’m stuck with a day, that’s grey and lonely,
I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say,

Oh, the sun’ll come out tomorrow,
So you gotta’ hang on till’ tomorrow,
Come what may.

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Your’e only a day away,

The sun’ll come out, tomorrow,
Bet your bottom dollar, that tomorrow,
There’ll be sun,

Just thinkin’ about, tomorrow,
Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow, till’ there’s none,

When I’m stuck with a day, that’s grey and lonely,
I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say,

Oh, the sun’ll come out tomorrow,
So you gotta’ hang on till’ tomorrow,
Come what may.

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Your’e always a day away,

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Your’e only a day away,

The sun’ll come out, tomorrow,
Bet your bottom dollar, that tomorrow,
There’ll be sun,

Just thinkin’ about, tomorrow,
Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow, till’ there’s none,

When I’m stuck with a day, that’s grey and lonely,
I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say,

Oh, the sun’ll come out tomorrow,
So you gotta’ hang on till’ tomorrow,
Come what may.

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Your’e always a day away,

Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Your’e only a day away…