dust dust dust away the cobwebs…
Wednesday, May 26th, 2010its been a really long time since i last updated, i’ve even forgotten my login and password LOL!
its been a really long time since i last updated, i’ve even forgotten my login and password LOL!
i just realised my last posting was in december08! time flies like a gazillion times faster after you hit the BIG 3 0 ![]()
so what had transpired from dec08-may09?
and those are JUST in dec ok, well you can sum it up, YES i went on an emotional tour of my life in terms of personal, religion, culture, career, relationship, family whatever there is!
i survived and now im back!!

oh my god i’m hyper ventilating!
just 19 more days to go to d day!
all this stress is making me FAT!
SHIAKS… i cant fit in my dress anymore ![]()
went for a reality check and stepped on the scale and i’m 4kgs fatter.
HELLLPPPPPP

It’s every girl’s dream of a fairy tale like wedding fit for a princess, and to share the joy with everyone, have beautiful pre wedding pictures to show everyone…
One that makes her look like a radiant bride to be, a happy and bubbly princess waiting for a beautiful future ahead with her prince. In the land far far away… Happily ever after…
But what if someone robs you off your dreams? And the make up enhances ALL the flaws you have or NEVER found out you had before? Wrinkles you never thought you had, double chin as big as a Big Mac?
To sum it all it is really a nightmare to look at, try to imagine a wet shabby dog, double that with melted mascara that makes you look like a panda? And a mixed breed with a beached albino whale?

its in this place holds a special place in my heart, this is where i gained knowledge, learned how to read and write, build my character, made friends whom are my best pal till today…
it hurts to see that it has now been torn down to become a shopping mall, but life goes on…
i will remember this place in my heart as what it used to be in my growing up years… and how Marriot used to be the big bungallow with a big tree that we used to play hide and seek… the big vacant land that became KL Plaza… the Church that became a big car park now…
all memories of yesteryear…
Well after being drenched wet by rain, shivering in cold and painstakingly trying to steady my hands amidst the crowd, and a big effort to shut myself up from the urge to sing along to the song (so you wont get to hear my tone deaf singing in the video
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What did i get?
Some people just took it lock stock and barrel as if he/she was the one who took it… and then posted into his blog without a mention… like it was his own video….
What’s the feeling? Kanasai…
What do you think i should do yea? Flame him/her kao kao… or just leave him/her a comment to “Thank them for sharing my video?”
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